Wednesday, July 20, 2005
have been back from sports camp for q a few days alr. the aching is gone finally. haha :) felt the camp was q alrite, not too bad but i wldnt say i enjoyed myself alot. mayb it's cos i'm alr "red light" so i din lyk to play games dat required the guys n the girls to mingle too much n most of the time i just felt dat the games were q silly. but i guess all games r silly lah. ppl play silly games when we'r bored. bleahs
anw while i was away, i din really think much abt my family. actually, i din think of them at all apart from smsing my mum n dad to tell them i'm doing okay at the camp. think it was probably cos my parents quarrelled just b4 i left the hse for the camp so i din particularly wan to think too much abt it. but anyways, the person i missed was my dear! din noe i missed him DAT MUCH until the grand finale when the 16 different grps sat in their own little circles n taked abt the past wk n ppl started crying. i cried too. nth really abt the camp but more cos at dat moment when i closed my eyes, i only saw him. when i felt so terrible, the only 1 dat came to mind was him. dat was when i realised many things.. *smiles*
speaking of the camp, i think the cheers the GLs taught us were not bad. some of them were perfectly meaningless but nonetheless fun to shout out loudly. oh. my world (Disney!) won the grand finale n we also won the best world. haha i think dat's lyk the most memorable part of the camp for me on the world level cos every1 was overjoyed, jumping up n down n really cheering out hearts out. the GLs were so happy dat we won cos last yr's sports camp, Disney won the best world too
have been wanting to move into the hostel room for ages but until now still havent done so. think i will move tmr for sure tho.. ry's away at sentosa 2nite cos of hall camp so not much pt in me going 2nite if i'm going to stay alone. but now dat i'v packed everything nicely, suddenly feel a little reluctant to move cos dat means i gotta leave my family, my bed, my room, my hse behind :( hopefully hall life will b nice enuf to wash away my reluctance. i noe my bro will 'steal' my bed when i'm away so it makes me not wan to go too.. argh.. but nvm, as long as he doesnt drool all over my bed, i will b fine with it. haha
got my timetable 2day. so far i only noe dat ivy n ailin r taking the same subj as me, n the 3 of us r in the same lecture (mayb cos there's only 1 lecture? haha). ry havent check hers yet. hope her subjs r same as mine so can study tog at nite in our room :) i'v got no lessons at all on tues n end reasonably early everyday except for 1 day end at 6.30pm cos i got a long break in between. q happy with my timetable tho :P sch's starting next wk. must start to yong4 gong1 soon! bleahs
random thoughts at 6:11:00 AM
